I’ve been there. Cared for my dad while he had brain cancer. Everyday was a struggle. 3 years of watching the man who made me who I am just disappear. By the end he was no one. I think about it everyday and it has been almost a decade. I’m sorry for your loss. I don’t believe in an after life either but your right about the hope to see them again. Stay strong. Much love!

So I work for home depot and we have started doing a restock fee for special orders. It has slowed down orders and returns that I think will continue as a trend.